My two amazing friends ...

What can I say about them two.. ahah.  They're both awesome, Lasia Xiong and Ther Yang, they're the only two person who knows me well enough and accepted me for who I am.  They're like angels who save me from my life, I want to thank you you both so much for being a part of my life.  Without you both, it'll be hard ahaha.  Whoever I'm going to spend my life with.. she better love you guys too(No question ask).  This friendship that we share, it's going to be forever.  I love you both a lot.

It's my life and I don't give up easy ..

My life has been hard on me ever since I've been suffering "GOUT"  I can't do stuff like how I wanted like when I was still healthy back then.  With this illness, it changed everything of my life.  At one time, I was to a point where I don't even want to live anymore and thinking about taking my own life.  It's hard but I realize that life is short and why not just live my life to the fullest.  What kept me strong is my family, my music, my friends, and my fans.  Even tho I'm suffering a lot of pain in me everyday thru this illness, I'm fighting my way out just to live and smile.  It's hard for me to show myself to the outside because of this illness, but I told myself... Don't be afraid cause you're just being you, and if they don't like it.. It just them.  I don't give up easy even tho I'm suffering with this illness(Gout).. I will live on with my life and try to do what's best to make me smile.  I believe one day I will find something to cure this illness out of my body... I believe in God!  If anyone of you out there reading this...  This is my life, I'm still living and smiling.  I DON'T GIVE UP EASY =)

When you don't have your phone with you ..

So yeah... My little sister took my phone with her today and I thought she'll bring back to me when I'm up from my nap, but nope.  I have a meeting that I have to attend around 8:30pm and thought maybe I don't need my phone but nooooo, I was dead wrong.  I was driving around like a dumb ass without a phone because my youth changed the location where we're suppose to meet.  I couldn't get a hold on anyone so I made a stop at my friend's house to make a phone call to my youth.  LOL..man..what a driving night.  I seriously need my phone with me 24/7.  Vim kuv yog ib tus neeg tseem ceeb heev li..haha j/k.  Life without a phone.

Sleepless night of memories ...

Tonight is one of those night that you just can't fall a sleep, because of those sad and happy memories in your heart that you share with that person you once love.  It makes me miss my past of how she was my first love.  It also makes me think about her, like, how is her life now or how she doing these past years. But I believe that she's doing well even though it's been so many years.  I just want to wish her the best and hope she's happy with her life right now.  All these memories that we share together will be kept in my heart forever.  Maybe one day if I ever meet her again, I will like to ask her...  Can we still be friend?